im finally done with all the excruciating exams.. did not do well on that last one.. and i regretted like hell.. i was just too lazy and to exhausted from the previous three exams,, now im kinda wondering why didn't i just try my best and pushed myself even harder?
maybe it's just my bad habit to not go for the best.. i could have done better or at least tried harder.. even though some said that I've tried hard enough.
many things happened during this past month. Namboru Sonti passed away a day before MPO exams, which kept me crying all morning. i was planning to have an easy day, a regular routine going to the syndicate room at 2pm since that day was the first day after IB exam where i didnt have to meet anyone in the morning. ended up with tears and wondered why so many bad things happened during my brief stay in melbourne.
thought that having a "brother" would shift my life into a different direction, yet storms and thunders kept on halting my journey. forcing me to try and strive more. im just worried that i might not have the strength to handle it.
another stupidity that i could have avoided. falling for a kid. why do i always do that? being able to spot a potential companion is a good thing, but.. i need to put more attention on when the potential becomes a real quality.. and need to make sure that it is potential now instead of maybe 3 or 4 years from now..
my results will be out in nov 30th. dont know how it will turn out. im keeping my fingers crossed for the time being. My not-too-old mobile went into the pool at bayu's apartment. since i was the one suggesting that cut to be shoved into the pool, the gank decided to throw in every one else including me.. but failed to secure my mobile since the person who was holding my mobile got shoved in also. i just dont get why this series of unfortunate events kept on appearing. well, i can only hope for the best. my series of unfortunate events stays in the area of my gadgets and not my family or myself or my study.
gonna be dancing at justin timberlake concert this sunday with jingga.. gonna have a blast.. i hope..
cheers mate..
