Wednesday, July 25, 2007

a rough beginning

wish me luck guys. im beginning to stress out..

"keeping my fingers crossed"

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

SNOW!!!!!

another day to celebrate one of the greatest day in my life.

i took a trip to Mount Baw Baw, 3-hours drive from melbourne, to see snow. the night before on a cafe near Melbourne Uni, i was told by the owner that there's nothing to see there. No snow, no skiing, felt kinda dissapointed but still up for the trip.




on the contrary.. it was worth it.. tons of snow, cool skiing ground and even snow storms. jeezz.. cant hope for more. it was the perfect day to hang out in the snow hehe... Cut decided to come to melbourne in a heart beat and was lucky enough to get a place.



so the drive there felt long mainly because the night before we hung out till late and went to bed late while we had to wake up early to be at Robert Blackwood hall at 7pm. but once i saw the snow, man... it was like im in wonderland. finally, after years of wondering when will i see snow... my time has come to feel it hehehe..

got my self walking boots, pants, and a jacket to keep me from the cold and a toboggan (one of those small slide). and i was ready to go. didnt try skiing though, saving that for another time, because of the possible injuries that might occur if i try to do it.




i dont even know how to describe how i felt anymore.. it was exquisite, exciting, fun and joyful. to be able to have so much fun with my best friends and to come home with such awesome picture (courtesy of kincling and ario) and ended with a lovely dinner of pepper and salt BBQ pork spare ribs at chinese caulfield.

definitely the highlight of my stay here in melbourne so far.

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

More Museums

the last excursion of my IAP program. cant believe i finally finished it.

Monday, July 2, 2007

the end of the fifth week

cant believe it's finish. 5 weeks of fun time and joking around has ended. sad, happiness, relief and confusion suddenly cloud me.

happy that i dont have anymore IAP and finally get a chance to free myself from javanese language, sad because i would have to spend the extra effort if i wanna hang out with the clayton gang. relief that i managed to finish the task eventhough it was not as satisfying as i expected and finally i dont know what to do for the holiday.

gosh.. you would think that living abroad is such an exciting experience to all extent.. but im starting to doubt it. especially that im extremely petrified of what's ahead. assignments... writing assignments.. will i be able to do it and finish it and get good grades.. i know writing is not exactly my greatest quality.. but i want to try yet afraid of failing. cant i just present my assignments verbally i can guarantee you that it would be 10x better that my writing.

but maybe i have to stop looking at it like that. when will i improve if im myself is certain that i cant do it. look at me.. im writing in english as im typing this. ironic isnt it?

i dont know that to do.. as usual the same old saying.. just deal with it.. suits me best i think.

just so i remember.. the chances of getting a fling is slimmming. i dont know why. im just a picky, self-indulgent prick i think.