Plan B

it was not until today i realized what has been interrupting my sleep. without exams and all i should be sleeping like a pig, but i wasnt. havent been able to get a GOOD sleep.
as i met Linette (a lady learning bahasa), i have come to realized that there's a possibility that ndut wont be able to get the visa in time to be here with the tickets i bought her and for my graduation. this is november and she is scheduled to leave jakarta nov 29th. the travel agent she's using suggest that it would take 10 days max to get her visa. this is if she gets her visa. today is nov 14, ten days means 24 nov. if rejected, another ten days would mean getting a refund on her ticket.

jesus christ, i have been screaming (on my emails) and telling her to get her visa application in since september, but no. she didnt listen. partly because my cousin and aunt are coming also, and the cousin admit that he has an inside connection and things will be done in a day. and then my aunt's son died, she went to medan, singapore and only GOD knows where else. bottom line, up until early this month, there was no way of knowing her whereabouts or getting her passport to be processed.
the other part was because she didnt listen to me. and because she figured nothing can go wrong.

well as much as i hoped NOTHING is going to go wrong, i need to come up with a plan.

so here it goes, if her visa is denied and she is not able to be here for my graduation, i will stay in OZ until january. the point is to postpone going back, get a job, earn some more dough. my visa expires 31 jan 09 anyway. and i inteded to say or new years in Melbourne at first, but since she was coming for graduation , i thought there's nothing wrong with going back together.
but now, if this happens, i just was to stay and earn some more money. or earn more vacation.

this decision can be or may well be considered as a punishment for her (and/or me), but i've made up my mind. it's not like i didnt remind her or anything. as for my cousin and my aunt, if they cancelled their trip, hey, more money to save or to spend on travelling.

im just sad, dissapointed yet hopeful it will not come to this.

i need to party!!!
ps: due to my frustration, another damage control measure was taken. a new haircut was done today. pictures coming soon.