and we're back at christmas...

a very merry xmas to all of you..
cant believe it's been a year since Melb. how i miss my days there..
a brief recap of my xmas so far..

d-day minus 2 xmas cake arrives - a good sign. dinner with the girls, although the service sucked, the company was a complete opposite - lop u pul gals!. went home and got a new purse.

d-day minus 1 Christmas eve mass - managed to secure great seats, fully air con. the night ended with great dinner with ndut and bff.

D-day splendid day, good xmas food (ndut's cooking of course), excited about dinner... went to dinner, stuffed, a brink of smile while sipping caramel machiato, the night was ruined cause bike carashed onto my car from rear, leaving me with a broken backlight, displaced bumper AND a deepening hate towards motorbike riders. seriously guys, do you really think you have nine lives?

i havent arrived at my conclusion yet, since the weekend is still ahead of me. let's just see what xmas weekend brings me.. fingers crossed.

This goes out to the (senior) ladies

I was on my way to my regular weekly basketball game with the boys, and found one amazing and exciting sight.

I found a basketball court filled with basketball players (of course) consists of senior ladies and gents. And by senior i mean those players are probably in their late 50's or early 60's.

I was like "YEE HAA" grandma!!!!

I had to sit for a while to hold my excitement and was actually entertained by their lay-ups and jump-shots. I even cheered (out loud) for them which ended up confusing them. But seriously. how often do you get to see senior's still dribbling it these days? Moreover, a bunch of senior ladies dominating a basketball court and kicking it like they didnt age at all. RARE indeed!

Come on people, lets just be reasonable, to find a basketball court filled with boys or men or grandpas can be classified as common, but grandmas? this is something else. i even find it hard to see other female players in my weekly game. this definitely made my day.

Now, dont get me wrong, i dont mean any disrespect towards them, in fact im filled with joy for knowing that even at that age, or when i am that senior one day, i can still rock a basketball court.

Too bad i didnt get a chance to take pictures. but im sure you get the gist. :)

reliving the dream

i was asked the other day, of what i want this very moment.

gotta tell ya it took me a while to get to my answer but i know what it is.

(but sorry not gonna tell you). :)

however, my writing this post still has its goals, this post is here to state and realize that i have not given up on my dreams, yet i have learned how to compromise life and its obscurities. the very action that i thought would never came to my senses.

to some, i am still the same person with the same ambition and dreams, for others (less obvious observer) i am merely not myself for i have compromised some of my strategy.



my dear friends, fear not of what i have become, but be merry for what i have come to realize; for all of you are the very flavors that lights my path.

wish list

i was going to name this post bucket list.. but i dont think that would be a wise thing. ha ha the previous movie only showed that those who has will die. and i dont think im dying soon. i believe so (God help me!!!).

so here it is... my wish list.. before i move and leave this city behind.

- perkedel bondon ==>Checked - Thanks to Gung Wa
- breakfast at cloud 9
- kawah putih
- batu karas
- wind chime

i think this should be enough (for now)..

Knocked me off my feet

I see us in the park
strolling the summer days
of imaginings in my head.
And words from our hearts
told only to the winds
felt even without being said.

I don't want to bore you with my trouble
But there's something 'bout your love
that makes me weak and knocks me off my feet.
There's something 'bout your love
that makes me weak and knocks me off my feet
knocks me off my feet.
I don't want to bore you with it
oh but I love you
I love you
I love you.
I don't want to bore you with it

oh but I love you
I love you

I love you more and more.

We lay beneath the stars

under a lover's tree
that's seen through the eyes of my mind.
And I reach out for the part
of me that lives in you
that only our two hearts can find.

I don't want to bore you with my trouble
But there's something 'bout your love
that makes me weak and knocks me off my feet.
There's something 'bout your love
that makes me weak and knocks me off my feet
knocks me off my feet.
I don't want to bore you with it
but I love you
I love you
I love you.
I don't want to bore you with it

but I love you
I love you ...

by: Stevie Wonder.

a taste of heaven

just found out i was deleted from my friend's friend list on the latest, newest, fast-growing online networking webpage.

geez, guess i cant say this day wont come and seems like we're not friends anymore.

eat that!

How to mend a broken heart

i was going to write a long and sentimental post in this one. but decided that there's no place for nice and subtle approach at this point.

so here it goes. i know that you might not need nor want my opinion but lets face it someone has to give you the cold hard truth. we all know you've been hurt, BIG TIME, and you are trying to cope and deal with that hurt and although it looks like you are doing OK and still on top of you game, the truth is you ARE NOT.

what worries me is that you are missing on opportunities of being with the one you dreamed of. it has nothing to do with your giving your attention 24/7, it has nothing to do with you being loyal and faithful, but it has EVERYTHING to do with you showing you willingness to make IT happen and your willingness to FIGHT for it.

it is understood that your past experience has not served you right, this to me give all the more reason for you to not give up. even though it was rough, and it hurts but the only way to ever get close to loving and having someone to be with you is to give all you got NO MATTER WHAT.

a wise man used to say "they all started with strangers" so therefore you will never know which one will be yours.

in the end, i can only say STOP whining you frog!!! start proving that you are worth it!!!!