#1 whoever get a seat close to the air con (split air con) needs to be aware, you are put there for a reason. it's usually because you would most likely still be working (or waiting) by the time the central air con is turned off.
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Showing posts with label procrastinating. Show all posts
Showing posts with label procrastinating. Show all posts
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Saturday, July 3, 2010
When we express things
in my spare time (read as avoiding and denying the reality of research proposal writing) i googled what people are doing. people namely past acquaintances, past memory, things and places of what is used to be.
then i bumped into picture that confirms newly acquired news. that it is true, people go to various length for acknowledgment and affirmation from their surroundings.
as I am also dwelling with ways to picture myself in further education, i am thinking, should i do the same? do i need to imprint my goals in real objects or places?
as for research purposes, i should, questions asking if you have any published materials hurts my eyes every time.
as for societal purposes, not today, not now.
as for you, i believe that whatever the purpose of your publication is, it would be nice to see it be done for good intentions, for once (hopefully).
then i bumped into picture that confirms newly acquired news. that it is true, people go to various length for acknowledgment and affirmation from their surroundings.
as I am also dwelling with ways to picture myself in further education, i am thinking, should i do the same? do i need to imprint my goals in real objects or places?
as for research purposes, i should, questions asking if you have any published materials hurts my eyes every time.
as for societal purposes, not today, not now.
as for you, i believe that whatever the purpose of your publication is, it would be nice to see it be done for good intentions, for once (hopefully).
ku tak tahu
at this point,
any questions directed to me will be getting this sentence as a response:
"i dont know!!"
any questions directed to me will be getting this sentence as a response:
"i dont know!!"
Monday, May 24, 2010
enam belas nopember nol sembilan
something i found when i cant sleep.
im not sure on how to feel
not sure on how to respond.
but feels content that im not involved anymore.
but should i feel glad cause she's nothing?
should i feel glad cause she's miniscule?
his attitude is not of a gentleman.
you dont treat people like that.
you dont treat a lady like that, moreover when she's yours.
and for you madam, your disguise is clear as the sky on a bright day.
no matter how hard you tried to pull it off, you still save some for the rainy day.
looking forward to seeing you with no more denial for that day would be a day for truth to prevail.
dont let others suffer alongside of your being.
let them be free.
for they too deserve to have an admirer.
im not sure on how to feel
not sure on how to respond.
but feels content that im not involved anymore.
but should i feel glad cause she's nothing?
should i feel glad cause she's miniscule?
his attitude is not of a gentleman.
you dont treat people like that.
you dont treat a lady like that, moreover when she's yours.
and for you madam, your disguise is clear as the sky on a bright day.
no matter how hard you tried to pull it off, you still save some for the rainy day.
looking forward to seeing you with no more denial for that day would be a day for truth to prevail.
dont let others suffer alongside of your being.
let them be free.
for they too deserve to have an admirer.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
in the still of the night
when asked of what i wanted right now,
i stood blank.
when asked of what i need right now,
i scream from the top of my lungs.
when asked to see what i really deserve,
i again stood blank.
i stood blank.
when asked of what i need right now,
i scream from the top of my lungs.
when asked to see what i really deserve,
i again stood blank.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
reliving the dream
i was asked the other day, of what i want this very moment.
gotta tell ya it took me a while to get to my answer but i know what it is.
(but sorry not gonna tell you). :)
however, my writing this post still has its goals, this post is here to state and realize that i have not given up on my dreams, yet i have learned how to compromise life and its obscurities. the very action that i thought would never came to my senses.
to some, i am still the same person with the same ambition and dreams, for others (less obvious observer) i am merely not myself for i have compromised some of my strategy.
my dear friends, fear not of what i have become, but be merry for what i have come to realize; for all of you are the very flavors that lights my path.
gotta tell ya it took me a while to get to my answer but i know what it is.
(but sorry not gonna tell you). :)
however, my writing this post still has its goals, this post is here to state and realize that i have not given up on my dreams, yet i have learned how to compromise life and its obscurities. the very action that i thought would never came to my senses.
to some, i am still the same person with the same ambition and dreams, for others (less obvious observer) i am merely not myself for i have compromised some of my strategy.
my dear friends, fear not of what i have become, but be merry for what i have come to realize; for all of you are the very flavors that lights my path.
Monday, June 22, 2009
How to mend a broken heart
i was going to write a long and sentimental post in this one. but decided that there's no place for nice and subtle approach at this point.
so here it goes. i know that you might not need nor want my opinion but lets face it someone has to give you the cold hard truth. we all know you've been hurt, BIG TIME, and you are trying to cope and deal with that hurt and although it looks like you are doing OK and still on top of you game, the truth is you ARE NOT.
what worries me is that you are missing on opportunities of being with the one you dreamed of. it has nothing to do with your giving your attention 24/7, it has nothing to do with you being loyal and faithful, but it has EVERYTHING to do with you showing you willingness to make IT happen and your willingness to FIGHT for it.
it is understood that your past experience has not served you right, this to me give all the more reason for you to not give up. even though it was rough, and it hurts but the only way to ever get close to loving and having someone to be with you is to give all you got NO MATTER WHAT.
a wise man used to say "they all started with strangers" so therefore you will never know which one will be yours.
in the end, i can only say STOP whining you frog!!! start proving that you are worth it!!!!
so here it goes. i know that you might not need nor want my opinion but lets face it someone has to give you the cold hard truth. we all know you've been hurt, BIG TIME, and you are trying to cope and deal with that hurt and although it looks like you are doing OK and still on top of you game, the truth is you ARE NOT.
what worries me is that you are missing on opportunities of being with the one you dreamed of. it has nothing to do with your giving your attention 24/7, it has nothing to do with you being loyal and faithful, but it has EVERYTHING to do with you showing you willingness to make IT happen and your willingness to FIGHT for it.
it is understood that your past experience has not served you right, this to me give all the more reason for you to not give up. even though it was rough, and it hurts but the only way to ever get close to loving and having someone to be with you is to give all you got NO MATTER WHAT.
a wise man used to say "they all started with strangers" so therefore you will never know which one will be yours.
in the end, i can only say STOP whining you frog!!! start proving that you are worth it!!!!
Monday, April 6, 2009
to hear what is being said..
Paolo Coelho once suggested that the universe will conspire to your needs whenever you need it too.
in my case. im contemplating on what the universe is trying to tell me. trust me it's not easy to be me HA HA HA. or im just a perfect example of an ignorant slash stubborn slash teach-me-how-to-read-it-ASAP person.
bottom line is that im bored. bored with work. bored with the same routines. but still not bored with Bandung. funny hey..
Then, how to solve this current crappy condition. My to-do list would look like this:
1. Decide what i want
2. Make a Plan
3. Execute plan
4. if plan doesnt work, go to step 2 and formulate plan B, D, Z etc...
5. without the intention of sounding like a religious bastard, praying is in order.
Now, i think im ready to rule the world :P.
although step 1 may look easy, i can guarantee you it wont be done briefly.
pray for me will ya..
in my case. im contemplating on what the universe is trying to tell me. trust me it's not easy to be me HA HA HA. or im just a perfect example of an ignorant slash stubborn slash teach-me-how-to-read-it-ASAP person.
bottom line is that im bored. bored with work. bored with the same routines. but still not bored with Bandung. funny hey..
Then, how to solve this current crappy condition. My to-do list would look like this:
1. Decide what i want
2. Make a Plan
3. Execute plan
4. if plan doesnt work, go to step 2 and formulate plan B, D, Z etc...
5. without the intention of sounding like a religious bastard, praying is in order.
Now, i think im ready to rule the world :P.
although step 1 may look easy, i can guarantee you it wont be done briefly.
pray for me will ya..
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Random stuff (1)
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i have no idea what this means (hope you can see the pict clearly). just in case you dont, Floor 15 was designated as the "ladies floor". i was there, at that floor. i might have missed the "idea" of the ladies floor, but it is still the same hall way. the same doors and the same settings as other floor. and there was no "gentlemen floor". The people staying at that floor are both female and male.
this might be a new genre or trend i dont get, but seriously, i dont get it.
aint we good?
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Just ask
Luke 11:9 noted Jesus, which said
"And i said unto you, Ask, and it shall be given to you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you."
I must have got hit in the head to have remembered this particular biblical words of wisdom.
So, i started thinking. if this is so... can we just start asking and asking and asking and asking and asking? would all that we asked came true per se? for those of you who have watched bruce almighty the scene where jim carrey clicked on the "yes to all" button (which is granting everyone's wishes) doesnt give us any good either - chaotic in fact.
some might think that "asking" is the way to go. "seeking" is the path to finding. but what if by doing these actions, a.k.a living according to God, lead you to devastation and defamation of oneself.
i guess the answer would be on the intensity, purpose and ways of doing it.
the appropriateness and adequacy of your request and actions reflects who you are.
for those getting a slap on the face by this is, i shall say "It's about time!!!, look in the mirror, and evaluate."
"And i said unto you, Ask, and it shall be given to you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you."
I must have got hit in the head to have remembered this particular biblical words of wisdom.
So, i started thinking. if this is so... can we just start asking and asking and asking and asking and asking? would all that we asked came true per se? for those of you who have watched bruce almighty the scene where jim carrey clicked on the "yes to all" button (which is granting everyone's wishes) doesnt give us any good either - chaotic in fact.
some might think that "asking" is the way to go. "seeking" is the path to finding. but what if by doing these actions, a.k.a living according to God, lead you to devastation and defamation of oneself.
i guess the answer would be on the intensity, purpose and ways of doing it.
the appropriateness and adequacy of your request and actions reflects who you are.
for those getting a slap on the face by this is, i shall say "It's about time!!!, look in the mirror, and evaluate."
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Pentingnya cek air radiator
we can never tell what's going to happen. but be sure of one thing. if you are, my friends, driving and using a car on a daily basis, be sure to check the water on you radiator. be sure to fill it up so that your journey and schedule for that day runs smoothly.
i was on my way to get the so-called best cheesecake in town when i found the car i was driving stopped and its ignition was not working properly. FYI, i was on a flyover exit and you can bet i was definitely blocking the way. the car behind me had been honking his horn since the car stopped. but once he saw me pushing the car to the road side, he immediately walk out of his car and gave me a hand - and so does two other very kind gentlemen on a bike which happen to pass by. it turns out chivalry still exist.
after assuming that there is something wrong with the car's battery, and after some friends franticly came to our rescue, it was found that the problem lies with the non-existence of water in the radiator - which is bad news for cars both automatic and manual. However, it was a relief that this was the problem instead of the battery.
the ignition worked after being cooled off. i get to go home but the plan to taste the so-called best cheesecake in town vaporred with the hot steam on the car's radiator.
the lesson thta needs to be learnt is that to ALWAYS check the water on your radiator before you even use the car and leave the house.
i was on my way to get the so-called best cheesecake in town when i found the car i was driving stopped and its ignition was not working properly. FYI, i was on a flyover exit and you can bet i was definitely blocking the way. the car behind me had been honking his horn since the car stopped. but once he saw me pushing the car to the road side, he immediately walk out of his car and gave me a hand - and so does two other very kind gentlemen on a bike which happen to pass by. it turns out chivalry still exist.
after assuming that there is something wrong with the car's battery, and after some friends franticly came to our rescue, it was found that the problem lies with the non-existence of water in the radiator - which is bad news for cars both automatic and manual. However, it was a relief that this was the problem instead of the battery.
the ignition worked after being cooled off. i get to go home but the plan to taste the so-called best cheesecake in town vaporred with the hot steam on the car's radiator.
the lesson thta needs to be learnt is that to ALWAYS check the water on your radiator before you even use the car and leave the house.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
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Wednesday, January 21, 2009
an interesting way to see life
taken from some mailing list somewhere in B's inbox.
Seorang programmer mengirimkan surat berikut :
Yth. Customer Support,
Saya sgt membutuhkan bantuan. Baru-baru ini saya melakukan update program Girlfriend 7.0 ke Wife 1.0 dan diluar perkiraan saya ternyata program baru ini mulai melakukan pembuatan sub program Child 1.0 dan juga mulai memakan waktu & sumber berharga lainnya. Hal ini tidak dicantumkan di brosur produknya.
Sebagai tambahan, Wife 1.0 juga mengacaukan program lainnya, memasukkan dirinya ke dalam proses start up harian dimana secara otomatis memonitor semua aktivitas sistem layaknya sebuah virus.
Program saya lainnya seperti Hang Out 2.5 atau Saturday Nite Party 311 tidak lagi bisa berjalan & menyebabkan sistem menjadi crash setiap kali dilakukan. Saya mencoba menjalankan Lazy Saturday 5.0 atau Sleepy Sunday 4.2 namun juga tidak dapat dijalankan.
Sepertinya saya tidak bisa membuat Wife 1.0 bekerja di background sementara saya menjalankan aplikasi favorit saya lainnya. Saat ini saya sedang berfikir untuk melakukan uninstall program Wife 1.0 namun sepertinya tidak bisa.
Mohon bantuannya,
Programmer
Beberapa hari setelah itu, datanglah jawaban yang ditunggu-tunggu sang programmer :
Yth. Bapak Programmer,
Ini adalah masalah yang sering muncul dari kesalahpahaman yang mendasar sekali. Banyak orang yang melakukan update program Girlfriend 7.0 ke Wife 1.0 berpikir bahwa Wife 1.0 adalah tipe Utility & entertainment program. Sedangkan hal yang sebenarnya, Wife 1.0 adalah Operating System yang dirancang oleh Programmer kami di Heaven Unlimited Company untuk menjalankan semuanya.
Anda tidak bisa menghapus Wife 1.0 & kembali ke Girlfriend 7.0. Jika dipaksakan akan menyebabkan seluruh sistem anda berantakan.
Kami merekomendasikan untuk tetap menggunakan program Wife 1.0 & cobalah mengatasi beberapa hal yang anda anggap sebagai kesulitan. Beberapa tips dari kami jika ada suatu masalah, cobalah jalankan semua recovery program yang ada di folder C:\APOLOGIZE, seperti Say Sorry 8.0 atau Hug & Kiss 9.0. Walaupun banyak orang menganggap Wife 1.0 adalah sebuah program yang membutuhkan perawatan tinggi, banyak juga yang tahu bahwa program ini bisa menjadi program yang sangat menyenangkan. Untuk memperoleh manfaat maksimal program ini, anda dapat mencoba membeli add-on program seperti Listening 5.0 , Flowers 2.5 atau Chocolates 1.3.
Dalam hal apapun kami sangat tidak merekomendasikan anda untuk meng-install programm Secretary 1.0 (Short Skirt Version) karena program ini sangat tidak kompatibel dengan Wife 1.0 dan dapat dipastikan menyebabkan sistem crash.
Semoga dapat membantu,
Customer Service
Seorang programmer mengirimkan surat berikut :
Yth. Customer Support,
Saya sgt membutuhkan bantuan. Baru-baru ini saya melakukan update program Girlfriend 7.0 ke Wife 1.0 dan diluar perkiraan saya ternyata program baru ini mulai melakukan pembuatan sub program Child 1.0 dan juga mulai memakan waktu & sumber berharga lainnya. Hal ini tidak dicantumkan di brosur produknya.
Sebagai tambahan, Wife 1.0 juga mengacaukan program lainnya, memasukkan dirinya ke dalam proses start up harian dimana secara otomatis memonitor semua aktivitas sistem layaknya sebuah virus.
Program saya lainnya seperti Hang Out 2.5 atau Saturday Nite Party 311 tidak lagi bisa berjalan & menyebabkan sistem menjadi crash setiap kali dilakukan. Saya mencoba menjalankan Lazy Saturday 5.0 atau Sleepy Sunday 4.2 namun juga tidak dapat dijalankan.
Sepertinya saya tidak bisa membuat Wife 1.0 bekerja di background sementara saya menjalankan aplikasi favorit saya lainnya. Saat ini saya sedang berfikir untuk melakukan uninstall program Wife 1.0 namun sepertinya tidak bisa.
Mohon bantuannya,
Programmer
Beberapa hari setelah itu, datanglah jawaban yang ditunggu-tunggu sang programmer :
Yth. Bapak Programmer,
Ini adalah masalah yang sering muncul dari kesalahpahaman yang mendasar sekali. Banyak orang yang melakukan update program Girlfriend 7.0 ke Wife 1.0 berpikir bahwa Wife 1.0 adalah tipe Utility & entertainment program. Sedangkan hal yang sebenarnya, Wife 1.0 adalah Operating System yang dirancang oleh Programmer kami di Heaven Unlimited Company untuk menjalankan semuanya.
Anda tidak bisa menghapus Wife 1.0 & kembali ke Girlfriend 7.0. Jika dipaksakan akan menyebabkan seluruh sistem anda berantakan.
Kami merekomendasikan untuk tetap menggunakan program Wife 1.0 & cobalah mengatasi beberapa hal yang anda anggap sebagai kesulitan. Beberapa tips dari kami jika ada suatu masalah, cobalah jalankan semua recovery program yang ada di folder C:\APOLOGIZE, seperti Say Sorry 8.0 atau Hug & Kiss 9.0. Walaupun banyak orang menganggap Wife 1.0 adalah sebuah program yang membutuhkan perawatan tinggi, banyak juga yang tahu bahwa program ini bisa menjadi program yang sangat menyenangkan. Untuk memperoleh manfaat maksimal program ini, anda dapat mencoba membeli add-on program seperti Listening 5.0 , Flowers 2.5 atau Chocolates 1.3.
Dalam hal apapun kami sangat tidak merekomendasikan anda untuk meng-install programm Secretary 1.0 (Short Skirt Version) karena program ini sangat tidak kompatibel dengan Wife 1.0 dan dapat dipastikan menyebabkan sistem crash.
Semoga dapat membantu,
Customer Service
Monday, December 15, 2008
J-town
nothing like bitchin about the hustle and bustle in Jakarta.
yes party peeople, im home. been driving these past days with an expired driving license HA HA. but not to worry., im still sane, not stressing out, and keeping my faith that those idiots on the motorbike will eventually come to their senses and drive appropriately (read: not having more that 2 persons in a bike). seriously those families fit all of their members mostly 4 in a single bike. i worry for their kids not their parents.
furthermore, i have yelled at stupid people who think they can drive but obviously CANT. i gave him SH&T! ha ha.
im live from oh la la cafe mal puri indah. it does say up front "FREE WIRELESS hotspot" but it's not. i was only about to get myself a tea but they said that i need to EAT and DRINK to be able to use the internet. ck ck ck. isnt Jakarta beautiful.
yes party peeople, im home. been driving these past days with an expired driving license HA HA. but not to worry., im still sane, not stressing out, and keeping my faith that those idiots on the motorbike will eventually come to their senses and drive appropriately (read: not having more that 2 persons in a bike). seriously those families fit all of their members mostly 4 in a single bike. i worry for their kids not their parents.
furthermore, i have yelled at stupid people who think they can drive but obviously CANT. i gave him SH&T! ha ha.
im live from oh la la cafe mal puri indah. it does say up front "FREE WIRELESS hotspot" but it's not. i was only about to get myself a tea but they said that i need to EAT and DRINK to be able to use the internet. ck ck ck. isnt Jakarta beautiful.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
wish me luck
done with essays. No More essays for me at least until i decided to take on another degree which would be highly unlikely to happen in the near future. the brain damage from this one will not wear off until at least 2-3 years or more.
2 more exams to go before i see the vice chancellor and get my degree..
need to focus. but cant seem to stop procrastinating. draft of updates are coming, just cant really squeeze it now.
Ganbatte!!!!
2 more exams to go before i see the vice chancellor and get my degree..
need to focus. but cant seem to stop procrastinating. draft of updates are coming, just cant really squeeze it now.
Ganbatte!!!!
Saturday, October 11, 2008
nutty sugar high
think happy thoughts...
think happy places...
think happy people...
think happy things!!!!
think happy places...
think happy people...
think happy things!!!!
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Photo of the Day!
Si buncit n sushi.
i was goin to post an uglier version of the pict, but the owner forbid me to and offered me this version instead. not the original pose that i wanted, but you get the idea. What i love about the pict and MISS the most is the look on her face when she nailed that sushi. Nothing looks better than success. She said the sushi tastes like sushi - i was like " Da? *&^%$%" ha ha ha.. im sure it was great.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
tinggal satu lagi
this has been one of those moments when im just being my extermely-lazy-self.
it all started good, me borrowed heaps of books and read the part that i think can be used for the Massive research essay. but since last friday, i've lost the will to be diligent and especially after getting feedback from my intl institution n orgn essay.
i feel that no matter how hard i try, im still behind. still dumb. still lacking that X factor.
the feedback was not that bad, but it puts me off for sure.
need to start writing. need to get this massive essay done. it's goddamn 60% of the assesment.
sigh!
it all started good, me borrowed heaps of books and read the part that i think can be used for the Massive research essay. but since last friday, i've lost the will to be diligent and especially after getting feedback from my intl institution n orgn essay.
i feel that no matter how hard i try, im still behind. still dumb. still lacking that X factor.
the feedback was not that bad, but it puts me off for sure.
need to start writing. need to get this massive essay done. it's goddamn 60% of the assesment.
sigh!
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Online Chat
you might think is post would just be another silly convo i did online, IT is NOT.
i was just amazed by the Monash Uni Library. I just used their Library Online chat and actually got a librarian answering my questions. IT was really cool, Man! never seen anything like it. HA HA.
im such a geek.
unfortunately she could answer my question coz there was not any 'Endnote specialist" on duty today, so she's gonna get back to me tom via email. HA HA again.
how cool was that?
things im gonna miss when i go back to indo.
today - 3 oct 08 - i got a call from the librarian explaining the answer to my problem. how cool is that? definitely gonna miss this. btw, problem solved.
i was just amazed by the Monash Uni Library. I just used their Library Online chat and actually got a librarian answering my questions. IT was really cool, Man! never seen anything like it. HA HA.
im such a geek.
unfortunately she could answer my question coz there was not any 'Endnote specialist" on duty today, so she's gonna get back to me tom via email. HA HA again.
how cool was that?
things im gonna miss when i go back to indo.
today - 3 oct 08 - i got a call from the librarian explaining the answer to my problem. how cool is that? definitely gonna miss this. btw, problem solved.
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