end of the semester

im finally done with all the excruciating exams.. did not do well on that last one.. and i regretted like hell.. i was just too lazy and to exhausted from the previous three exams,, now im kinda wondering why didn't i just try my best and pushed myself even harder?

maybe it's just my bad habit to not go for the best.. i could have done better or at least tried harder.. even though some said that I've tried hard enough.

many things happened during this past month. Namboru Sonti passed away a day before MPO exams, which kept me crying all morning. i was planning to have an easy day, a regular routine going to the syndicate room at 2pm since that day was the first day after IB exam where i didnt have to meet anyone in the morning. ended up with tears and wondered why so many bad things happened during my brief stay in melbourne.

thought that having a "brother" would shift my life into a different direction, yet storms and thunders kept on halting my journey. forcing me to try and strive more. im just worried that i might not have the strength to handle it.

another stupidity that i could have avoided. falling for a kid. why do i always do that? being able to spot a potential companion is a good thing, but.. i need to put more attention on when the potential becomes a real quality.. and need to make sure that it is potential now instead of maybe 3 or 4 years from now..

my results will be out in nov 30th. dont know how it will turn out. im keeping my fingers crossed for the time being. My not-too-old mobile went into the pool at bayu's apartment. since i was the one suggesting that cut to be shoved into the pool, the gank decided to throw in every one else including me.. but failed to secure my mobile since the person who was holding my mobile got shoved in also. i just dont get why this series of unfortunate events kept on appearing. well, i can only hope for the best. my series of unfortunate events stays in the area of my gadgets and not my family or myself or my study.

gonna be dancing at justin timberlake concert this sunday with jingga.. gonna have a blast.. i hope..

cheers mate..

the end is the beginning

im almost done with the last assignment. finally the agony is ending.. but guess what.. how ironic it is to be a student in a foreign land.. you dont get to rest.

my exam is less than a month away, after this weekend, hardwork is written all over it.. LET'S fight till the END!!!! never give up..

i need to do this right.

there's always HOPE.

howdy ...

i finally nailed my group presentation today. Got my first HD.. got 9.5 out of 10. hard work paid off.. although it's only 10 percent of the total mark.. but im extremely satisfied. it turns out, it's not impossible to get that sacred mark and i can if i tried HARD!!!

called ndut right after the class.. relief and joy clouded my day.. nothing was more rewarding than getting the resulf of you hard work appreciated.

and my day ended with a nice dinner at an indian restaurant (which i wouldnt do on a regular basis) with excellent company :d wish i could have more days like this from now on.. i know i know.. hard work is demanded.. but if all turns out like this.. im all for it.

lessons learned.. ask if you dont know... work hard like there's no tomorrow and everything will fall into place.

cheers

GraCia.. - me who cant stop smiling....

It's time to move on and fight back

got my results back.. for my second assignment. not the end of the world. and i could have done better and i will try my best to do better.

enough panicking and complaining and spending endless nights in fear. now, it's time to fight back and move on...

hopefully, i can learn and do more and achieve more.

wish me luck.

Phillip the Penguin

hehehe..

another outing with monash international student service unit. phillip island .. ladies n gentlemen..

after surviving through hell week.. i finally get to go out and enjoy the scenery..
went to Koala Conservation Park though i didnt get to take a picture with the koala.. and Cowes.. "the downtown", The nobbies and penguin parade.

i didnt get a enough time to stay at these places, but the penguin parade was really cute eventhough i cant take pictures and again hold them heheheh :D

enjoy the pic.. i cant really articulate that many words at the moment, but they say that picture paints a thousand word.

first defeat

real life..

the hard truth that we all have to face. among all, accepting a defeat is not enough. one needs to rise and fight back in order to survive. this first battle slipped through my hand. no intention of letting the next to be the same.

i need to get a grip and fight back. i've been told so many times that i am capable. this is the time when i need to prove that i am. not sure how im going to do it yet. but i need to do it fast.

wish me luck.

a rough beginning

wish me luck guys. im beginning to stress out..

"keeping my fingers crossed"