without the intention of promoting this particular tv series, i always learn a lil' bit about life after every episode i watch. Kinda sad it is that i had to see life from movies, but that's one of the way i learn about life and my rather "american english accent" (suggested by some people i've met).
it was on the scene where two people kissing each other. well two men to be exact and i just suddenly realized how i was a bit uneasy about it cause i was imagining my-recently-cute-charming-boyfriend-potential kissing another guy which makes him gay. and he is unfortunately. NO!! luckily the scene didnt last very long, so i didnt have to turn off the TV.
geez, i was so ready to try out new tricks and get back into the game of love. but look what life brings me, my man radar is not working. i dont know why. i always see the wrong guy. it's like i only see potentials in them but not the real thing.
is this another weak point of mine? or is this a sign that i would need to get to know myself better. coz clearly i cant see what i need. i see what i like, and wish that it would be what i needed in a guy. when i look back at my past, it's only filled with potential and BIG "maybe" but not the real thing.
in spite of my desperation for the one, i need to believe that my time will come. the time for me to find the one. and before that hundreds of potential guy will pass by thus i would have to brush up my radar and seek within me on what i need and want.
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